Success is not achieved by memorizing definitions given by textbooks or professors, but by understanding and applying the concepts. One should follow excellence, not success, as success will come by itself if excellence is followed. -Idk, lol.

But still.. it goes hand in hand. We memorize a certain amount of information so we can retrieve it when we need to use it. Knowledge can be lost over time and it’s up to you on how you’ll sustain it. - Telay

Dear Telay,

Please lang, wag kang umasa. Hahaha. Natuto ka na. Tangina mo. Okay?  

Love, Telay. 

Yes, maybe I lost the habit of pushing people away, but I learned how to let go of people so easily. Not that I don’t care about them anymore, but I act as if they don’t matter at all which makes me feel bad at times.

I want to say that I’m different, that I’ll never fall for all those sugar coated words and lies. Truth is, I’ve fell for it all. It maybe part of the past now, but sometimes that foolishness haunts me as if it just happened. 

A little advice.

Don’t just wear clothes that will make you look good, but wear those that you are comfortable with. Same with friends, Do not go with people that will make you feel famous, but go with the people that can make you smile without any pretensions.

I’m afraid of what may happen. The sound of the rain lately, it’s somewhat terrifying.. It’s not the type of the rain that would make you grab a soup, sleep and relax. It’s like giving a warning or something. Idk. Maybe I am just being childish. Don’t mind me. lol

I don’t care what you really think about me anymore, but the idea that you think about me that way, hurts. I just thought that you’d be the last one who’d judge me that way, because you used to know me more than anyone else.

Oh well, I guess this means that I should stop holding on. Holding on to something I thought we would never lose. Our friendship.. it meant a lot to me. We did choose to part ways, but I guess our friendship kept us inseparable in some ways. 

My love for you. I may not love you the way I used to, but I already told you that you’ll always have a space in my heart. I don’t really know now because I don’t want to keep it anymore. You gave those up for something so shallow. Okay, bye. 

I don’t really care what others think about me right now. I’ve reached a point in my life where I feel that it’s no longer necessary to please others as long as I know what I really wanted to do. If they like me the way I am, good. If they don’t, it’s their lost. I don’t want to live in others’ expectations. When you are too concerned with what other people think of you, you start sabotaging your life, and you start moving forward but with the breaks on.